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Oh, man, I feel so bad for not posting in such a long time. What can I say, life intervened, plus I was lazy as I often am. More coming soon.

I was actually supposed to get laid tonight, but instead I'm laid out with a cold. D'oh!
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Got sick this week: pneumonia! Don't worry, I'm fine, taking antibiotics and lots of rest.

The first couple days, definitely not thinking about sex. Clearly, I was very sick! :)

Although, my nurse was very young and attractive, and she had me pull down my pants to give me a shot in the butt. Though I was in bad shape, I did take a moment to appreciate that. It certainly fueled my Doctor/Nurse fantasies, and I wonder if she got an eyeful of my balls hanging low while she gave the shot. Just a thought.

For the time being, I'm still taking it as easy as possible at home. One gets very sick of being sick and being stuck at home. Since I started getting better, I found myself looking at more porn. I'm a fan of youporn.com and xtube.com, as well as solotouch.com. But I've seen those for a long time. Anybody have any good suggestions?

Anyway, thanks for all your patience while I've been away. Since you've all been such good little dirty children, here's a little something for ya:

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Definitely got some boy action lined up here in the near future. We're all such whores, us boys, and so I can always get laid with guys anytime I want. The question is quality, not quantity. However, the quality seems to be going up a little.

I have one boy I've been meeting up with for a couple months now, JN, I'll call him. We met in a coffee place in the university district of my city, and clicked right away. He's built like a wrestler, and six feet tall, but gentle as a mouse and so cute--not a term I usually apply to guys. The first time we met, we talked about our experiences, and I got my boxers all wet with pre-cum.

The second time we met, we watched a DVD and played a little Nintendo Wii. Then we made out on my couch--it was a new experience for me, making out with a boy. I've sucked cock before, a very little, and had several guys go down on me back to my teen years. But never made out before. It was much better than I expected! He was very good, and since he was such a big, hairy guy, we were different enough to make things interesting. (I'm kind of skinny, and not very big of a guy, myself.)

As we made out, I got down to my boxers and was soo hard that my boxers were tenting outward. While I fondled his chest, he had his hand on my penis, stroking it over my boxers. I returned the favor, but he wanted to focus on me alone this time. He pulled off my boxers and took my cock into his mouth, giving me some of the most amazing oral sex I've ever had. I take a very long time to cum from oral, though, and so after enjoying his sucking me off for what seemed like forever, I took over, stroking myself until I got close to coming. I warned him that I was getting close, and he put his mouth over my penis again as I came, and he licked my shaft up and down till there was no cum left.

Anyway, he's a great guy, and I learned something new about him last night while chatting (we actually haven't seen each other in a while). I mentioned one of the girls I was hanging out with yesterday, with whom I have pretty good sexual tension but which can't go anywhere because of our differing interest in long-term relationships. She wore a low-cut blouse last night and teased me all evening, which I totally enjoyed. I told him this, and prefaced it with, "well, you probably don't want to hear all that."

My surprise, he did want to hear all that! In our conversation, I discovered that he really wants to see boys he likes fucking girls, that that's a big fantasy of his. He was telling me how he'd like to suck me off while a girl watches, then turn me loose to fuck her while he watches. Oh, wow, it's making me hard now thinking about it. What a bonus! Never thought such a thing would do it for him, but it does!

The other boy action I have is potential--actually, it's a couple. I was contacted by this 26-year-old guy who is married and bisexual. He seems like kind of an alpha male, but very liberal, and he wants to play around with me while his wife watches. This, of course, is a very appealing prospect to me! Have to meet him first and see what I think, but I'll be investigating that avenue. He just wrote me a message telling me all about how his main hobby is having sex with his wife, and thinking about playing with guys, which he has no experience with. Poor guy thinks I have a lot of experience...well, we'll see what happens.

For all my talk, I'm not actually getting a lot more than theoretical action lately. That's not necessarily a bad thing, but I would like to get some consistent sex play in. ;)

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Woke up with such an erection this morning! I still have it, I've been gently teasing myself while watching The Today Show of all things. The skin feels so taut but smooth against my hand. Many days I do get morning wood, but how long it stays just depends. Today, though, we're talking Full Force Five rock hard cock. I don't even have to do anything to keep myself aroused, it's like my penis is acting all on its own.

You all interested in some pictures for my next post?

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OK, so I was told by a friendly viewer that I need to cut the crap and get to some real hot posting, and so without further ado, here we go.

I need to get fucked. Every night. With girls, with boys, orally, vaginally, with toys, sucking off guys, just every way that I've been thinking, and every way that you've been thinking.

I was frozen for a long time in my last relationship, building confidence and realizing that I knew what I wanted didn't match my situation. Now I'm exploring. Before I say anything else, I want to emphasize that I have always played completely safe, and that I haven't done anyone I haven't felt comfortable with.

Since I thawed out of my relationship two months ago, I have done the following, details of which I will share more later:

I met with an older (early 40s) couple, where we built up the tension talking until their child's bedtime, then I let them have their way with me, stripping in their bedroom, sucking off John while fucking his wife slowly. I watched them fuck, which was absolutely delicious. His curved penis was really something, and I loved being their young plaything. The most wonderful thing about that night for me was the way she casually took off her sweater, revealing her gorgeous large natural breasts. I have a thing for normal women, and the most erotic thing for me is a woman in a sweatshirt or t-shirt with a regular bra, cotton panties, and socks.

I was instantly erect when she took off her jeans, and then her panties, revealing a delicious pussy with a landing strip of hair just above. What I loved about it was the casualness of it, the comfortable reveal. She came right over to me with no shame, and reached out to cup my penis for the first time, bending down on their bed as I was on my knees to take my penis into her mouth. More on this later.

Next, I met with a new girl on the Internet (god love the Internet!), and after meeting up for coffee a couple of times and realizing we were both normal people, safe, and really attracted to each other, we came to my place and without hesitation, had guilt-free fucking all afternoon. I swear I went through three condoms! She had the most wonderful tight pussy, and the thing I remember best was fingering her and getting really deep with two fingers, feeling how warm and wet she was while she squealed with enjoyment. She is short, 4'7", and I had never been with someone of that height before. It was great! She fit right onto my cock, and it was actually easier for her to get purchase sitting on me while I stretched her vagina out. Her breasts were also truly delicious, and she moaned so well while I licked around those thick pink nipples. We've also gotten together one time since then, and likely will be doing so again. Probably would see her more often, but she's in a far out suburb and our schedules haven't clicked. We're getting together for a photo session soon...

There's more, but I'll stop for the moment. More adventures coming soon!


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OK, so I just returned from a conference for work in my home state, where I just moved back. This being my first conference, I was very eager to meet people in my profession in the area. And, no, not just because the young ladies of my work are gorgeous and totally my type. Aw, fuck it, I'm a librarian--and I'll tell you that the stereotypes of the hot librarian are totally true.

Much of the conference, I was professional and focusing on work. Seriously, I do enjoy my career, even if I'm not really compensated enough. But I will tell you that I was immediately seeking out the young newbies like myself. And so were they. Pretty soon, we had a good group going, and we would hang out in between sessions and talk about whatever. I was enjoying talking with them all, and just being in the presence of attractive, professional-looking young women is a wonderful thing all by itself.

After all the sessions for our main evening, we congregated together again and agreed to go to the hotel room of E. (oh, by the way, no real names here, hahaha) to play games and get to know one another. E. was wearing a burgundy blouse with a nicely patterned vest, which, in addition to framing her breasts nicely, served as a lovely backdrop for her long, straight brown hair. She had talked a lot about dating geek guys, and was definitely single.

On the way into the hotel, E. joked about having to go first into her room to make sure nothing "exotic" was left out. Then she reversed and said, "But I'm all dressed up like a Victorian tonight," to which I responded, "Are we going to see some ankle tonight?"

The rest of our group included J., a very geeky guy who seemed pretty shy when we got off the subject of librarianship, A., a friendly but pretty conservative librarian working for a Catholic college, two best friends whose names I didn't catch, both girls from town who were wearing hoodies and were mostly hanging on. And, my favorite, L., who was the total stereotypical hot librarian, skinny, glasses, mousy brown hair, wonderful easy smile, professional grey jacket and blouse, and this cute cute black skirt with stars and comets in different colors. She had sat next to me in the Reference seminar earlier in the day, and I just melted getting to be next to her. Her legs were especially lovely, and she wore these cute shoes which showed off toes half painted purple. Of course she was married. Dammit.

Up in the room, we had games but never opened them, we just talked, all lounging on the two single beds comfortably. Although L. fingered the deck of playing cards in a way that made me want to suggest strip poker. The ratio was great, five girls to two guys (not that I don't like boys, in the right situations!)

Now, before I go to far in this, I'm going to disappoint you right away and tell you that nothing happened. For one thing, we're all new to each other, a couple of us were married, conservative, or both, and for the rest, well, I couldn't tell. I wanted it to degenerate into a hot librarian orgy--but then, that's what I always want. :)

We talked for a while about nothing important, snow storms, our drive to the hotel, what our hotels were like, things like this. Then we got to the subject of our speaker for the banquet, who, while talking about funny reference questions, had hesitated before turning to reference questions about sex, out of fear that people in my Midwestern state would freak out. Of course, that's not at all true, and we encouraged him to go on. In the hotel room, that was permission to go on and talk about sex and dating. Just a little, a tantalizing little bit.

It was an amusing time, talking about our awkward high school trysts and complicated college relationships. I enjoyed listening to E. talking about her group of boyfriends and girlfriends, all sleeping around with each other and getting involved in the drama of it all.

Then, as these things always do, it petered out. Once midnight hit, E. kicked us all out, and we returned to our places. But I wondered, if I had found an excuse to hang around as everyone was leaving, if E. and I couldn't have talked more. I'm very much subtlety-impaired, and am very bad at knowing when I'm being flirted with or just being talked to. What do you all think? I'd be very interested in getting some real feedback on this one.

But all things told, it was a very good time! I learned a lot, got to spend some time with some cute boys and girls, and had fun. Maybe next year, I'll get laid! How does one get laid at a conference? It happens all the time, but I don't know how to make it work. I'm too much a "nice guy" in those siutations. :P

This is all right, though--I get my fun. I'll be sharing all of that right here. And asking questions. And stuff. But now I do laundry.

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I always love starting new journals.  This is the first new one in a long time, and one I've been wanting to do for years.  But I was in a traditional long-term relationship, and it wasn't possible to explore elements of my sexuality that I've been desperately wanting to try. 

This is, of course, my sex journal.  I have a regular LJ, which I've had for years.  If you'd like to see that side of my personality, just ask.  :P  Not so easy to be as honest and open about my sexuality there, which is why I'm here.  So enjoy!  I'll be sharing my sexual adventures, desires, fantasies, thoughts, games, and pictures.  

OK, this sounds like an advertisement.  Signing off for now!

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